I am so frustrated right now, its already 4am and i cant even sleep. argggghhhh~!!!! Boyfriend!!! Mianhamnida! =( i know i promised eu that i'll sleep before 3..and look what time is it right now. grrrrr...
ok neymind. im gonna force myself to sleep now.
and y am i feeling kanchiong right noww. hahaha!!!
mom,i got news for eu ya..so i better wake up early tmr. client! client! kekekeke. =)
ok ok..i guess thats about it...
Annyonghi jumushipsiyo!!! =p
update soon, oh btw, the girl inside the picture above..i feel you girl.i also cannot sleep.HEHE
Like what its stated in my daily horoscope...
I must not give up out of frustration,
and i should stay FOCUSED on what i want to achieve.
INSYALLAH .. Amin.... =)
This is why i hate and dont believe in PLANNING. Whenever i tried to plan something,surely ended up the wrong way. why lar deyyy~!!!!
no! im not piss,im just too dissapointed with it.
no more planning after this ayeee!!
i guess i just have to go with the flow huh?!
uh huh! uh huh! maybe! maybe!
will give a proper update soon, Insyallah. =)
I guess im feeling okay right now.
but ive become much more quieter since then. but its ok.
i'll get back to my old self sooner or later. hehe.
Life's too short to sit back and worry.<3
p/s: BTW skrg musim "durian" ehk?HAHAHA!!!! ok diam! -_- ZZzZzzz~!
For some reasons, i dont feel/act like myself for the past few days. i locked myself inside the room. i dont talk much.
i get angry at myself for no reasons. and i cried alot when no ones around. *might be suffering from depression huh? i hope not*
i might still be laughing/smiling, but deep inside...no one really knows how hurt i am. i feel so miserable inside.
i dont know what do..i feel like shouting..but i just cant... ;(
i feel so lonely and empty nowadays. everybody is drifting apart a-w-a-y from me s-l-o-w-l-y.
im lost and i dont know what to do.
Maybe i should make myself busy. but how?
I totally have NO idea on how/where to start...
i_i
H.E.L.P!
* I hope im not suffering from depression or what so ever. Im just stress with everything A.R.O.U.N.D me..... *
Everyone and everything is changing and i dont even feel the same anymore. *Big s.i.g.h*
although its just a short mit up.but i really enjoyed my day today. y short ehk? haha..i'll tell eu guyz later on.
so bf arrived at my house around 4 plus..i wanted his nanako tortiz coz mine the keychain putus liao..n light at the cheek wasn as bright as bf.
tapi member tak kasi. hmpft!!! my neighbour muz hab tot the both of us muz be crazie. wahahaa!!
had our very light lunch coz bf keep on complaining that he's hungry. bile suro mkn,step malu plak..really mintak kena sidekick la tis boy. haha!.
waited for sis to get ready..so while waiting..bf teached me hw to play this dunnoe slapping my hand game. smpai merah tgn saye kene sepak! =(
after 3948704 years later...after sis finish getting ready,we make our way to ap..for what? to have my long time craving indian friend bee hoon! soo yummylicious..but since ive already eat at home..i cant finish it all so ended up the bf have to habis kan. bahaha~!
buy bubble tea n bf buy waffle? i forget...settle down sumwhere n start playing uno. da bertaun sei tk main. mentang2 org disini tk tau main,lagi due org tu senang uh bodo2 kn org disini. but atlast. im da winner bebehhh~! and the both of them cant accept the fact that i win. hahaha~!!!!
around 9 plus..we make our move coz sis really need to use the toilet..nak tk nk i have to follow her home lor. haha~! n yeahh..thats about it. ntg special. just that i really enjoy myself after locking myself up in my room 3 days straight w/o eating n drinking. tsk~!
update soon. =)
All right..no wonder Boyfriend really wants to meet me no matter how much i say 'NO!' hahaha.
no i am not a bad gf ok. its just that he's not feeling well diz past few days n i want him to rest well... aww ima such a good gf ok. *k part ni prasan,masok bakul angkat sendiri..HAHA!*
Well boyfriend... HAPPY 16MONTHSARY BB!!!
ive been so busy crying like one mad lady insyde my room alone until i forget its our anni tmr. haha..rabak sei illa.
i cant even blame myself. im too stress. n i cant even think straight eu noe.
and thanks to boyfriend for listening to all my craps n nonsense..
and thanks for being there when im at my very very lowest point....even though eu cant be by my side..and eu can only comfort me tru msn.i really really really appreciate it alot boyfriend.... <3
sayang kamu many many!!!!
will update soon guys. =)
Whoooaaa...so many BALLLASSS!! HAHAHA... *i miss playing those kind of balls when i was a kid back den,but i hate it wen my bro starts throwing it real hard on the wall and make the balls bounce back n kena my face...NBCB!!!!* =(
ni uh budak takde keje slalu macam... by right got keje..."client" gue da bising sejak last week coz i haben siap kan their webbie. hahaha! sabar dongg...
emang nya gue ngakk ada mood sih...waduhh~! but i'll try lar ok...in da process donggg..hehehe!
and i miss going out wid the bf n family =( bila lagik nak jalan jalan together gather n enjoy enjoying ni....mendak eu noe everytime sit at home besar kan babat ...hahahhaa!!!
& eu noe wad..ive been lying down here..looking at my screen playing fishisle. counting every sec for my fishes to mature n harvest them. mampoz. takde life ehk illa. hahahaha!!
k la...wanna go eat. update soon. =)
